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i dont agree with telling people to kill themselves however i'm about to buy a gun
don't be fucking stupid. usually, i'd say this in the tags, but it's sick. "a reminder that international performers need to be aware," what a disgusting thing to say. it's fucking vile seeing hundreds of people legitimately agreeing with and believing in homophobic laws, just because they were protested against by somebody they don't like. genuinely, it's pathetic to tell them to "respect their laws" or their "culture", because it's not culture, it's bigotry. they want people dead. i'm sorry, but if i was them, i'd've done the same thing. why should they ever respect laws that want them dead, or their friends dead, just for being a certain way. genuinely, i don't understand how you could possibly call that a reasonable ask, because it fucking isn't. it's disgusting to tell them to "just play the music, don't get political" when it's about their and their bandmate's right to exist. "when you go to other places, you don't preach politics or whatever," yeah, you don't, but some people have to, because it's about their very existence. they are all straight men, yet are still being punished for being queer, and, really, if you can't see that that's wrong, get away from me. "it's best if they do it on us soil," 1, they're a british band, 2, if you only ever stay at home, nice and warm in your bed, nothing about your life will change, you cannot expect people to make a difference without putting in the effort. it's also a ridiculous thing to say that what they did was wrong. they were right for what they did and i'll stand by it. don't fucking speak to me about culture, and respect for those different from you until you have some, too. the way people bend over backwards just to look like (key words: look like, not actually are) they're good people, is vile. you shouldn't be agreeing with violent, homophobic laws, just so that you can tell all the people on twitter that you don't like matty healy, it's fucking weird. whatever
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above all else a trans woman is a person. above all else a trans women is a woman who goes to the same grocery store as you and buys fruits in the same grocery cart as you and goes home and eats her dinner the same as you. above all else a trans woman is a woman who dresses like you do and talks the same way you do. above all else a trans woman is a woman who wants to be cared about the same way you want to be cared about and a trans woman is a woman who makes friends the same way you make friends. above all else you should care about trans women because they are people. treat her as such.
#pig originals#im so fucking tired. right now. let me know if something here doesnt make sense or whatever but god damn#its always the fucking singling out of transfem people i just. want everyone to have a normal life#i want everyone to have the chance to worry over their clothes or whatnot not whether. they're going to be respected as Actual Human Beings#i want us all to have the opportunity to live quiet happy lives forever#can we fucking do it!!!!! ahh!! ahh im going to explode
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i think a lot of fantasy racism makes more sense if you look at it not as white people trying and failing to analyze real life racism, but instead as a look into white anxieties about the treatment of white people in a post-white supremacist society.
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you know. fandom is so fun when you have like. ten or so specific people to participate in it with. even if there's just the one. theres something very cool and special about creating, whether art or music or writing fics, alongside a group of people who are all insane about the same thing you are. its a strange kind of vulnerability and openness and love. id write a novel for my friends if they asked
#hi im on pain meds and incredibly tired and loopy shdhjsd this probably doesnt make any sense#FANDOM FRIENDS ARE JUST COOL OK#IVE MET SO MANY NEAT PPL#ALL CONNECTED BY THE LOVE OF SOMETHING#MEDIA OR OTHERWISE#and even if we dont talk often i think about a lot of you fondly#i dont. make friends easily. trying 2 change that#caspost#anyways. falls off the stage and dies#1 more day til i can get these goddamn drains out and actually see. MY CHEST#gonna spend tomorrow writing silly things for my friends i think (:
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i love when ppl draw bumblebee like the happy little creachure he is but also i love when people draw bumblebee like he's had 500 beers in the last 1 hour and still the pain won't even ebb
#bonus when they do both by making him just utterly psychotic but he smiles so no one notices#i am a shameful idw bee enjoyer but like in the tired af ppl pleasing libra girl who needs a therapist so fking bad but#has 700000 billion duties and 900000000 billion expectations and mean bitches in his ear telling him hes stupid#sense#and not the he feels like an officer sense like no my queen is just a teachers pet doing her best which is her worst im afraid#anyways i love bee hes very indignant and a bitch but also im gonna stand beside her sorry#u do not understand how powerful it was to give him a cane . a literal crutch to hold onto to feel stronger even when ratchet says he doesnt#have to anymore but yet bee still insists bcs he doesnt have time for the repairs itll take when others cannot survive#and 2 it comforts him with support and also power and so he cradles it close with the idea of him being weak & needing smthing else#to make him strong#even tho at this point it's rlly just for comfort but he cant afford to allow himself to have comfort when others cant#or dont need it in his heroism ideals (specifically optimus being seen as so much stronger than him)#optimus also had bee tho. had him. but bee is so self conscious he just sees all his failures surrounding optimus & views himself not a#crutch to lean on but a crutch to optimus' character#he rlly needed rodimus and his fiery upbeat persona so they could fake it till they made it together and he left & fucking exploded#(in bees eyes)#like idk im just obsessed with this little tryhard loser#he islike a sad little clingy mother who refuses to think herself as human. she is just mother. lives off evrryones accomplishments#never her own#idk like hes so interesting tonme i want to kill him teehee#chew on him like sponge cak#bumblebee#transformers#tf bumblebee#tf idw#idw#tf#????#maccadam#i hate not knowing waht tag to use
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i do not think i could ever emphasise just how much the byler fight + mileven breakup make me truly believe byler endgame.
the mileven breakup is, very obviously, a scene that isnt supposed to be taken seriously. its in a open space, the sky is blue, there are people all around and it also focuses on the other characters (ig. max and lucas and will) which shows that its not a personal moment. you’d think that if this was a serious breakup scene, it would be done in way that makes it feel like its private, not showing anyone but those two but they dont and the emotions you see on mike and el’s faces are more annoyed than upset.
the byler fight however, is literally the exact opposite. it’s isolated, just in mike garage and its only mike and will. lucas is still in the other room yet you forget that he’s there because he kinda just disappears after mike and will leave the basement. its a cold, dark scene and its raining. mike and will are both visibly upset in this scene, they both get mad for a moment but other than that they look like they almost want to cry.
so if you were to ask someone who has never seen stranger things, which scene they thought was the breakup scene. i think we can ALL agree which they would pick. and its NOT the one that EVERY person has laughed at when they watched it for the first time
#im so sorry if this doesnt make sense#im tired but i really wanted to get this down :)#byler#mike wheeler#will byers#mike wheeler i know what you are#anti mileven#byler analysis#stranger things#stranger things analysis
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give me something to believe
#persona 3#llemon art#p3 reload#persona 3 reload#shinjiro aragaki#believe: The bravery#the last panel is actual kinda gorey#ish?#so i didnt post it here...#cause im unfamiliar with er.#rules?#etiquette?#idk...#if this doesnt make sense im sorry#im so tired and exhausted...#this was supposed to be 10x happier#but i read these lyrics and and uh. ya#maybe ill make the happy version later 😿#well not happy? maybe hopeful is fhe more appropriate term#i dropped everything to draw this.#its like 1:30 am as of finishing and queuing this.
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i think that Tired Eddie Kaspbrak is a completely different person from Sleepy Eddie Kaspbrak,,,,,, and it's quite soon into their relationship that richie meets and grows to understands both of them.
tired eddie kaspbrak comes home from his third overtime shift that week, grumpy because his boss doesn't know how to run a business and if eddie were in charge, maybe things would actually get done around there. tired eddie kaspbrak huffs and puffs about everything and anything and rants about his idiotic coworkers for 10 minutes straight or until he's run out of steam. tired eddie kaspbrak does not want to hear a joke about his mother, which richie learns the hard way, but learns nonetheless. the only place that tired eddie kaspbrak wants to be is in bed, and he falls asleep with his face all scrunched up and somehow, to richie's amazement, keeps the look on his face all through the night.
sleepy eddie kaspbrak on the other hand,,, richie usually meets him on the couch after eddie has insisted multiple times "yes, i'm still watching the movie, no i'm not falling asleep". sleepy eddie kaspbrak has attachment issues in that, once he has attached himself to richie's arm koala style, richie has issues in trying to get him to let go (i mean, not that richie wants him to let go, but sometimes it can be a real problem if richie needs to piss). sleepy eddie kaspbrak is the silliest to have conversations with, because even when richie says ridiculous things like "oh by the way, i signed us up to be foster parents for a whole family of guinea pigs from the animal shelter. all 12 of them are getting delivered on friday", because sleepy eddie kaspbrak will just cuddle up more and respond with something like "oh that's nice...." (the next morning he wakes up like 'WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE'RE TAKING IN 12 GUINEA PIGS' bc it took all night for him to process) as he dozes in an out of sleep. sleepy eddie kaspbrak also sometimes makes an appearance in the morning, when richie wakes up and tries to get out of bed and sleepy eddie kaspbrak will wrap his arms tighter around him and mumble a soft little "5 more minutes?" and richie has to remind him that he already asked for 5 more minutes, 10 minutes ago, and sleepy eddie kaspbrak just shrugs and nuzzles his face against richie's shoulder and mumbles "two more minutes, then" and of course richie can't argue with that. when richie does manage to get out of bed, sleepy eddie kaspbrak will wrap his arms around richie's waist from behind and rest his head against richie's shoulder, not before giving richie a soft kiss on the back of his neck, and stand there while richie makes coffee for them and richie laces his fingers with eddie's as sleepy eddie kaspbrak slowly wakes up.
#sorry im just in a soft mood.......#sorry if this doesnt make sense this was a train of thought post but#tired vs sleepy eddie is important to me ok#eddie kaspbrak#richie tozier#reddie#reddie hc#reddie au#it 2017#it 2019
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also i was so in shock about the other luka post i forgot about this one
HYULUKA
I feel like this perfectly demonstrates their relationship right now. Luka holds Hyuna, trapping her and preventing her from leaving while he points at her, seemingly accusingly. However Hyuna has that strange look on her eyes, like she isnt there fully. Shes looking at Luka but not at luka, if you know what I mean. Like shes lost in a trance, at the same time her own hand is lying on Luka’s shoulder.
This entire scene looks like a dance, how Luka’s hand is on her waist and Hyuna’s hand is on his shoulder.
I do wanna talk about how Luka is pointing at Hyuna like this. Its strange isnt it? We haven’t seen Hyuna do anything wrong, at least to our knowledge yet. However I do want to point out how in All In, when we see Hyunwoo’s death, Its not clear who pushed and accidentally killed him.
While we might assume its Luka, we have no definitive proof that he was the one to actually hit or push him, not to mention he was on the ground as well, meaning that if he did push Hyunwoo, he wouldve fallen himself.
however he lays on his side. if he did push hyunwoo, then wouldn’t he have fallen on his back?
This makes me wonder if it was actually Hyuna, and while this isn’t a rare or unheard of theory in Alien Stage, i think the new offical art might hint that this is true. What if the reason he points at her is to signify it was her fault Hyunwoo fell. That he’s accusing her of pushing and killing Hyunwoo.
Another thing I wanna point out is that the new post seems to be the exact opposite of this shot. In the shot, Hyuna towers over Luka, she is the one in control as she grabs Luka’s face with an icepick (is it an icepick? it looks like one to me.) and holds it to him threatenly. Despite this, Luka still touches her, he holds onto her hip and he lets himself be held like this by Hyuna, seeming to welcome whatever Hyuna will throw at him.
However the roles are reversed in the new post. Luka is now the one in control, he doesn’t need a weapon, but rather he reminds her of what happened. But Hyuna holds him softly, and doesn’t try to resist or run, just standing there with him.
#alien stage#alnst#luka alnst#luka alien stage#alnst luka#alnst hyuna#hyuna alnst#hyuluka#sorry uf this was everywhere im like really tired#i nedd to go to sleep if it doesnt make sense in the morning ill probably hust fix this
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Had a nsfw Blake thought
Im sorry but with D'Deridahn now hitching a ride with Blake, I can't help but imagine him taking over during intimate moments with Bestie
Just imagine Blake lost in the moment. Not thinking about his lover's impending death. Not thinking about the ancient god sharing his consciousness. All that consumes his mind is their body against his, thighs straddling his hips as they rode him, their breaths mingling with his between kisses. Completely lost to them before his body moves without his thought and he's flipping Bestie and pressing them face down into the bed, his consciousness taking a back seat in his own body as D'Deridahn takes over.
"I couldn't take another moment of that whelp's mewling-" the sudden movement and the wrong voice coming from their lover's mouth makes Bestie clench down on the length inside them. "Ohh...hmmm. maybe there is something to this..."
Hands that had been holding them reverently moments ago turned bruising. Lips that had been whispering praise against their skin bared teeth that left imprints in their flesh. One moment they had been setting the pace, Blake's pleas coming out in overstimulated whimpers, begging for them to move just a little faster. The next, they were being pinned, his hands roughly tugging them into the position he wanted as he hips snapped into theirs. His hand pressed against the back of their neck, fingers curling around their neck to steal their breath and the control they had held.
Blake cursing at D'Deridahn as he's forced to watch someone else fuck his lover. It may be his body, but those weren't marks he left on their skin. He wasn't the one making their body squirm and roll back against his. He wasn't the cause of the pretty little noises coming from their lips.
His rage turns to desperate pleas. Trying to implore a diety that savored the human's submission. He had no plans to stop until he was sated. When the Seer's little obsession was a blissed out mess that couldn't form a coherent thought. Where they'd be too exhausted to entertain the thought of another round with a man who wished to erase the diety's touch with his own.
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#minors dni#sorry but the thought of Blake being cuckholded by D'Deridahjuin his own body is satisfying to me#all that pining for his best friend and then having it ruined by an elder god he made a deal with#i can only imagine how sadistic the sovereign that created sadism demons is#also sorry if doesnt make sense im so tired
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brothers
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#sonic gijinka#miles tails prower#tails the fox#sorry if the comic doesnt make sense#im really hungry and tired#also didnt wanna finish said comic.#whoops!#dante doodles
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College au atsushi but he is spotted by his classmates doing detective work, either the most typical of cases or him doing the most batshit crazy things.
Classmates: *chilling in a Cafe hanging out or studying*
Atsushi: *suddenly absolutely obliterates the glass window and cracks the concrete because he was hit by an ability user*
Classmate 1: A..are you okay?— wait... Atsushi?!
Classmate 2: Are you okay dude?
Atsushi: *bleeding from the multiple shards of glass stabbing him* Im alrighr thank you, wait, huh..?? Why are you all here?? All of you should evacuate this place, it's not safe.
Classmate 1: You are not okay, look at that amount of blood??
Atsushi: Oh, this? Don't worry I heal pretty fast, now go
Classmate 2: A-alright if you say so..
Classmate 1: That was actually pretty hot
The next day the whole classroom was buzzing because of what classmate 1 and 2 saw, cue a confused Atsushi and the multiple chocolates and letters on his seat.
Somewhere in the Port Mafia akutagawa sneezes profusely (It's his jealousy radar going off)
#guys i love college au atsushi#aku sneezed because he felr threatened#its 3 am and I just thougbt about this#im sorry if this doesnt make sense#or it sounds just rambly#i am so tired#bsd atsushi nakajima#bsd atsushi#atsushi nakajima#akutagawa ryuunosuke#bsd akutagawa#bsd akutagawa ryuunosuke#bsd#bungou stray dogs#sskk#shin soukoku#akuatsu#bungou gay dogs#expresso4thedepresso art#expressowritesshit#my ramblings
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Dew is abysmal when it comes to baking, he tries to leave baking to Mountain for the safety of everyone. Almost always has been - the exception? Oatmeal cookies. The new summons find it weird that those are his apparent specialty but Aether and Mountain gently tell them to leave well enough alone when they find someone peering curiously around the doorway to the kitchen while Dew works.
Hes never been fond of oatmeal, let alone the cookie variant. Honestly, he'd dare to say he dislikes them. Dew only ever learned how to make them for Ifrit. After the at-the-time fire ghoul complained for the millionth time about having to pick raisins from them every time he wants to enjoy a damn cookie, he begrudgingly rolled up his sleeves and sought out perfecting them. Feigning annoyance every step of the way, especially when Ifrit sat on the only section of counter not covered in some substance and cooed over his 'sweet little angelfish' being a darling housewife.
Theyre not good at first. Not by a long shot. Too salty, too dry, too many oats, not enough oats, Dew went through every varient of wrong he could until the day Ifrit's eyes sparkled at the first bite. The memory of it still makes his heart melt before the ache of grief takes hold.
Back then, he'd make a batch every damn week for Ifrit. Anything to see how Ifrit lit up. Nowadays it's rare to find him in the kitchen; usually only on a few specific days in the year nobody seems to know the significance of or nights where his newfound smoky scent and empty bed ignite a longing so fierce it threatens to swallow him whole. Like the shark he once was, remaining still would lead him straight to ruin. He does his best to keep busy those nights.
Everyone's learns not to question the random half dozen cookies left wrapped in plastic on the kitchen counter anymore. More importantly, they learn to stop asking where Dew vanishes off to some days. Mountain and Aether learn which gravestones to retrieve the plates from in the afternoon when Dew finally drags himself back into the den.
#idk im thinking abt acts of service. dew who needs to be useful even when the person he used to do things for is gone.#this doesnt make sense im tired#dont mind me#void rambles#dewdrop ghoul#ifrit ghoul#dewfrit#dew x ifrit#dew/ifrit#nameless ghouls#cw death#well#implied#but
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I think the worst part abt OCD intrusive thoughts treatment is the fact that to get ur intrusive thoughts to be less upsetting to you, you need to just. let them be.
which would be easier if my moral ocd didn't equate "letting [my] intrusive thoughts pass by not immediately trying to force it out of my mind" with "embracing [my] fucked up thoughts"
#im really tired so forgive me if this doesnt make sense#intrusive thoughts#ocd#actuallyocd#obsessive compulsive disorder#pocd#moral ocd#moral scrupulosity
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Every time I think about The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals I have to laugh a little bit because. Like. Imagine you're Jon Matteson. You've been doing musical theatre forever and you've just started working with this company called Starkid and they're like "Hey. Play the lead character in our next musical." And he does. And then he doesn't fucking sing until the second to last song. Imagine getting cast as the main guy in a musical and then they're like "What? Singing? Yeah sure buddy just uhhhhhh give me a minute, alright?" Fascinating concept to me and I bring it up every single time I talk to someone about it :))
#unsure if this makes sense bc i am very tired#but it continues to be funny to me#sometimes i forget i have a blog where i can share my thoughts#because im like 'huh i enjoy this thought' and then remember that there are other insane people#anyway#tldr haha funny lead character in musical doesnt sing until the end#the guy who didnt like musicals#tgwdlm#jon matteson#paul matthews#starkid#¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Full on saying "sex based oppression isn't real, that's a radfem talking point" seems like way too much to me. Like, it IS real. Every single person who was assigned female at birth, or who is considered to be female bodied in any way (so, including eg trans fems who may be considered female bodied due to surgery, intersex people who were maybe assigned as female later on in life), is oppressed because of that. That's an inarguable fact.
But that doesn't mean every single person who was assigned male at birth oppresses every single person assigned female at birth through the axis of sex. Like, obviously trans people who were amab don't have more social privilege as a group than cis gender conforming women.
Both things can be true at once.
#im tired so im not putting this comparison in the body of the text in case it doesnt make sense#but its like skin colour?#in that around the world people with light skin tones are treated better#there is colourism within every race ethnicity country etc#but acting like that means a light skinned east asian person or a white-passing Indigenous person isnt oppressed on the basis of race + ethn#ethnicity would be laughable
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